well....
you might be expecting me to be excitedly updating on my idol chasing
sorry to disappoint you guys coz i will only update it on sat

this few daes, other than the super happy idol chasing
my days are rather dull
i am not having mood swings
it is just that a few things make me feel the fragility of life
i still remember that 4 years ago, i make a wrong decision
which almost make me regret forever
till now i am still blaming myself for that thing that i have did
just becoz i am a science student
just becoz i read too much that i understand too much

ppl ard me are all falling sick or dead
those who are important in my life
those that took a place in my life
passerby ABC

i know i am exploiting my own health too
but i never realise that other people are doin things far worse than me
please, take care of your health my friends and family
if there is any problem you can always find me
don't keep everything to yourselves
it is very very miserable

truth to be said, i once though of being a doctor
definitely not becoz of the good pay
but just to help those ppl who really need help
but the helplessness a doctor felt is always far more than a patient
it is like a first aider knowing wad's wrong with this person
but cna't do anything just beocz i don't have first aid box
or the restriction of laws
a doctor knowing wad is wrong with this patient but never able to cure him
a doctor who is very good but dono wad's wrong with the patient
just becoz the patient don't even noe wad's wrong with him

people, please be observant about ur own life and other ppl's
some little thing might be a starting for a bad thing
being someone who had gone through it
i noe how it felt to almost lost your love one
never let it happen in your life please
at this point of time, tears seemed to be unstoppable
sincerely appology to those who saw me sia suay on fri
sry abit it coz i reallie can't control myself at all...

thinking of u at
9:16 pm



wah... faster update coz i will have a hectic dae
later goin the dragonfly at st james for the 933 birthdae party and got FRH
at nite got SHE concert!!!!!
haha.... yes.. i finally got the tix and it is at a very good price...
$110 for 2 $98 seats.... got yanzi and frh and SHE lehz
muahaha.... and tmr got FRH autograph session
haiz... still can't get the tix for the kunioun thingy....
so sad sia... nvm.... den mon got hanakimi...
wah... busy sia
somemore tues got CO wed got cross country
haha.... JIA YOU for those having tests

thinking of u at
9:30 am



well...
a very busy week...
i reach home veri late everydae like 9plus
and sleep at 11 everydae
so tiring till my eyes can't take it and decided to protest yest
so aft a long dae sleep todae feel betta
later muz do maths and study for chem test
haha... my make up test is on mon lorx
den my nxt week schedule will be worse lorx

Goin home at:
mon- 5plus, tues: 830, wed:9, thurs: 3(yay), fri:830
and sat and sun and mon for fei lun hai de huo dong
omg!!!! i am fainting soon!!!!!!

okok... don tok muz faster pia my nxt week hw to ease my workload

thinking of u at
12:02 pm



well
i've got my fei lun hai cd aft so many obstacle
though i tink i shld have gotten it from MJ instead
todae went dental and i still have i last problem to solve nia
haha... coz i very lazy den nv do it for the past nth sia
AND actually jana sae orchard de sembawang got the cd
but den it turn up to be novena sq
so gotta travel but still very happy

and my cousin goin tw on sat and coming nxt week
can ask him help me get alot of hana kimi thing le!!!
and hana kimi will be on channel U from 14Feb at 7pm
MUZ watch ok!!!!
haha.... i muz faster study and hope 28th Jan com faster!!!
yay!!!!

but todae my whole body aching!!!
yest PE run 7round plus circuit
walao... first pe 5round
den 2nd like tt le
i will be jian fei in no time coz i gain 2kg during holidae lorx
ouch!!! okok... don tok le
go do gp and study chem liaoz
thurs got test and tmr is full dae till 9pm sia!!!
bye~~~~

thinking of u at
8:36 pm



well
recently i am a big hua chi
ask anione who see me recently and they will noe
and latter goin to buy fei lun hai cd!!!!
FINALLY SIA
i waited damn long le lorx
coz gina pei me buy wad
muahaha.... den i can see them le!!!!
omg....

and skl reopens le
well... my momentum is back
and there is like lesson and hw on first dae
can feel the hiong-ness
n there's a chem test nxt week
hope i can do well....
so later i muz do chem plus study
maths mb later
coz maths and econs test is nxt nxt week wad
and fei lun hai coming on 26th also!!!!

syl: ur bdae coming!!! wad u wan???
hm: HAPPY BDAE GAL... Hope u and daniel chang chang jiu jiu!!! haha

thinking of u at
11:24 am



HAppy New Year!!!!!

2007
what does this number mean to me...
it is 1+2006
thus.... tt means my age will +1 also
most imptly... JC1+1=JC2=A-level yr

well... this holidae is a busy one for me but i learn alot
and i learn the onli road available for me now is to study for my A's
coz if i nv do well is i die

but sth good abt 2007 is my horoscope is good
it contain my fav number
so good luck will be with me again
yay!!!!
but i can predict tt 2007 is a tough and busy yr
but for a betta 2008 so muz work hard lahz

recap of 2006:
-boring
-no motivation
-no achievement
One word to summarise= SIANZ

Goal of 2007:
-busy yet enriching
-Laugh Laugh Laugh
-alot of achievement
-motivation back
One word to summarise= FUN

Yes.... i want it to be fun coz it is a fullstop to my JC life
and it is the only way to start my wonderful working life
i goin U lahz!!!
juz tt b4 goin still have to work for half a yr wad
YES!!! my motivation for 2007 is the long holidae
which i can work and earn money and go TAIWAN
i don't care... i muz go tw no matter wad
muahaha.... so muz work hard sia!!!!!

PPL... hope u guys wld have a wonderful 2007...
muz go back and watch hua yang liaoz!!!! SHUAI

thinking of u at
2:45 pm